Hello cruel world Im leaving you today goodbye goodbye good bye. Pink floyd song lyrics. just found this after 2 years. will see if I can come back

fna cotton 6/30/10

Fucking cold
something she told
me to do
to say
to be
could I?
can ?
should I?
Fleeting and imaginary
belief in future change
or the current reality
either one may be a mirage
weather or temperment
equal and the same

OF 6/29/10

Orange fuzz
lint of thoughts
ponders zipper
decides to stay
climate is fine
breeze is cool
view is ok
green envy
of worldly travel
off to a plane seat
hope its warm

6/29/10

Poverty
Exchanged for happiness
people are born to help
to hold
$, bad relationships
boredom
industry standard
BP
shit poem

6/29/10

Poverty

questions 6/28/10

Do I have what I want
do I know what I want
can I get what I want
is what I want reasonable
who judges
how do you not overthink it.

10/27/10

Hope
dumbfounded and crass
bewildered with post manitions
preface and surenames
german engineering
vs.
french passion
is blood doping
or diving: the issue at hand?
or is it my thoughts
of what is
and what I see "is"
can they be the same?
can they be different?

Shit,
It will be tough to sleep tonight.