Peninsula – Newark Airport 7-21-07

Air travel and neck aches.
35000 feet and the same clothes as yesterday

12 hours of drinking, meals and new friends,
Revitalization of your charm, your confidence, and your tolerance

Right and wrong are not adjectives for “decision”
Progression through the 4th dimension

The path is neither better nor worse, simply different
The destination is not changed, as there is no destination

Every wisdom has its price
A mistake is paying for something you already own

A fenceless Shepard never doubts his sheep.

Freewill is the only gift that will ever promise true joy
Barbed wire will just cut and scar your lover for their spirits curiosity.

Does the word peninsula have an opposite?

If Then 7/9/2007

I will be
I could be
I should be
This shouldn’t be
If this happens then…..
This isn’t happening
This isn’t fair
I deserve better
I am better than him/her
I should be as happy as him/her
I need this
I need this from you
I…………..

It is
It is now
I have now
Now, is all I have.

The Dash – your life 7/08/2007

4-27-73 – x/xx/xx


Here I am
1/16” down, 3/16” to go
what a day to die
what a day to live
1/16” is not to much to brag about
3/16” is not to much to worry about

M2 7/7/2007

Become free
Become free
Erupt in conciseness
Feel your inner power
Sit with yourself
Know yourself
Trust yourself
Believe in yourself
Walk your path
Stress is walking a path for someone else
Eliminate stress
Self doubt arises from following a map you didn’t create
Guilt is a hot potato that many catch and hold
Because someone they love tossed it at them
You can borrow my tennis racket
Become free
Become Free

……of yourself

Parents Wish - Childs hurdle 7/05/2007

Is it possible to become something?

The future can hold nothing
The future does not exist
How can you

Arrive
Become happy
Become complete
Become successful

In a place that is not real

You can’t go east without going west
The path you are on can never be wrong
You are everything you want to be
You have everything you want to have

You are this moment
You are this moment
You are this moment
You are this moment
You are this moment
You are this moment
You are this moment
You are this moment
You are this moment
You are this moment

Should Be 6/12/2007

The way it should be
The way it is,

Is the former even a feasible statement?
Can you spell feasible with a ph?

Why is it so easy for people to know what is best for others.
Why do you feel your life choices should be someone else’s?
Weakness is an unfair trait to pass on to your children.
How much of your day is consumed with a feeling of superiority over others?
Who are you trying to convince?

Life, like a shark, is never still.

What is the proper mourning period for a failed relationship?
For a portion of your life where you tried your best to balance.

How do you attack the next part of the course with the same fever?
How do you re-buy your innocence once you own the experience of loss, of failure?

Time does not heal, but numbs to a point of perpetual acceptability
Self pity comes in some funny forms, anger, ego, insecurity.

The way it should be is never the way it is,
The ability to let it be is more than a great Beatles song,

It is the key to life.

The dude abides, and I am jealous of him.

Michelle 12/25/2004

She has an energy that glows like the August sun,
and a warmth that radiates as if the same.

She will calm your nerves with her gentle way,
and unease your stomach with the expectation of her presence.

Her smile could melt the Alaskan snow
and her laugh could break the coldest ice.

Her style announces her presence before a word is spoken
and her beauty exceeds all labels words could attempt.

She turns a smile even when she is but a thought in my head
and a thought without her seems a waste of precious time.

She is vernal but wise,
soft spoken, but sure.

I am attracted to her more than I let on,
and I am lucky for every instant I have spent with her.

What I have written is what I know,
I hope for the chance to learn the rest