Monday, September 17, 2007

Not Surprised, Curious, or Upset 9/17/2007

Three words- interesting relations
The reaction of an ex lover
“the” ex lover
Signaling movement past me, past us
Feels like punishment for my failure, deliberate
Feels like withholding of an “I love you” at the end of an unhappy phone call
3 words that don’t form a sentence

“been there done that” she is probably thinking
“another attempt, I have learned my lesson”
“what would I tell my parents”
“he had his chance”
What is my motivation, better figure it out
Self serving, Insecurity, wanting the last word?
Did she really love me? Was I the one? Was I wrong?
What can I take away from this pain, I need something positive.
If I was the answer to her prayers, what is the positive outcome for her?
For me?

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